July 20, 2018

I've been emotional and anxious for weeks. The memories of these days seven years ago are so hard.

On this day seven years ago...

Liam was kicking and moving in my belly. He was growing perfectly perfect. I was horizontal and
desperately trying to keep him inside my body.

June 24, 2018

notes for the everlost

That he was here at all made more love in the world. With him, there would have been more. 
But without him, there would be less. I ache with this surplus. The ache is how I know it

-Kate Inglis (Notes for the Everlost)

May 7, 2018

We needed a break and he needed a change and to see some of what's out there and this trip did the trick and there is a collection envelop on the kitchen counter marked MEXICO 2019 and my hope is every year he sees more and more and more.